..noted..& updated..

my 1st entry after days of berhibernasi..(read : baru jer kena tegur ngn kak farihah for not updating my blossom space for quite some times..)..thanx to kak farihah for reminding me, as i'm not really in blogging mood rite now..since xda cerita-cerita best untuk dikongsi bersama..

well guys & girls..hari ni semua bos outstation..mari kita ber'mukabuku'..hehe..see ya again for next entry k!muahs!

~..Happy Mother's Day..Mama..~

Mom, I loved you yesterday, I love you tomorrow and everyday.
You were there for me my first day of school, to hold my hand and give me courage to go.
You listened to me when I needed to talk, you talked to me when I needed to listen.
You let me grow and learn from my own mistakes.
You never left my side when I was feeling down, I knew you would be there to pick me up.
I wish there was a way I could repay all the things you have done for me, but there's nothing great enough to repay the greatest mother of all.

~..I love u so much mama..terima kasih sangat sebab berikan hidup yang sempurna pada kami 7 beradik..~

~..Happy Mothers's Day to all mothers in the world..(termasuklah bakal mak mertua tersayang)..~

~..Main Kuiz Sampai Terkuis-kuis..~

1. 1.kau tengok cermin sebelum ke kelas?

   	aku tak comel (tak perlu tengok cermin)
   	perlu tengok (utk mengemaskan diri dan nmpk comel)
   	tak.muka aku tetap tidak berubah (comel)
   	20 minit aku tatap cermin

2. 2.berapakah severity jerawat di muka kau

   	ada jerawat sikit2 tapi cepat hilang ;)
   	jerawat ku hingga ke badan
   	licin seperti minyak sapi (minyak jerawat)
   	langsung tiada jerawat

3. 3.bibir kau tebalkah?

   	lipstick (perlu sebab bibirku berjerawat)
   	bibir aku pujaan ramai ;)
   	tebal seperti Niger
   	jadi tebal selepas makan pedas

4. 4.anda bersihkan LCD laptop menggunakan liquid cleanser?

   	yup. LCD juga perlu bersih spt muka ku
   	aku hantar dobi dry cleaning
   	aku lap guna kain buruk saja
   	aku guna kain lap spec

5. 5.pernahkah kwn anda kata anda comel?

   	pernah dan selalu
   	setiap pic aku di FB di puji sebagai cute~(sukenye)
   	mereka terpesona dengan muka ku smbil memuji2 kecomelan ku
   	pernah. tapi aku tau mereka dop (tak) iklas

6. 6.nak tanye ape lg..pilih je la jawapan ni

   	a
   	d
   	c
   	b

7. 7.soalan terakhir. adakah anda terima keputusan kuiz ini seadanya?

   	kalau dpt result comel aku akan terima
   	tiada lain yg ku percaya di FB melainkan kuiz
   	yup..kuiz ni takdir hidupku
   	aku akan publish result kuiz ini utk tatapan ramai

Ni adalah antara kuiz yg ada kat facebook..kadang2 lucu yang amat..soalan ditanya xda kena-mengena pun, tp jawapan dia..wewewewe..*betullah*..antaranya..Bakal suami anda bermula dengan huruf *M*..Anda akan berkahwin pada umur *23-29*..Anak anda adalah seramai *6 orang* <--- (yang ni walaupun belum lagi, tp macam boleh budget jer)..Boyfriend asal dari *Sarawak*..adakah ini suratan atau kebetulan?? Hanya org yang cipta kuiz sebegitu rupa jer yang tahu kesahihannya..lucu jak! And soalan di atas ni tajuknya seberapa comel kah anda? And the result is...*u need a plastic surgery*..cett..nampak sgt org buat kuiz ni jealous..kekekeke..

~..Birthday Cake..~

Me..on a diet session..baru jer berazam xnak mamam makanan berminyak, berlemak, berkarbohidrat dan semua yang sewaktu dengannya..and succeeded! but only for two days..as tiba2 hari ni ada plak sambutan Hari Jadi tuk my boss n colleagues..godaan betul..Kek Coklat ada buah pisang..first time dgr and mmg sedap sgt makan..hehe..meaning..me have to workout 2x than before, afterwards..nak buat mcmana, dah nasib badan..saper suruh makan x beringat sebelum ni..xtau macamana berat boleh naik mendadak these past few months..hati gembira sgt ker..atau hati sengsara sgt sbb berjauhan..hehe..anyway..as i'd been named as 'ubi kentang' (tp cute aper..hehe..)..need to kembali ke bentuk asal *si cantik manis*..hehe..kita tunggu dan lihat 2 bulan dr sekarang..hopefully managed to lose weight upto 15kg..blh kerrr??kurus kering aku nnti..*wink*..

** i'm not THE BIGGEST LOSER**

~..cakes..~

At last..siap jugak keja yang bertimbun-timbun..tinggal meja jer x kemas lagi..hehe..while waiting for the clock tick-tock'ing' until 4.30 pm, sempat jugak bukak websites cuppacakes and adik-beradiknya..saja survey coz my auntie kata nak sponsor kek nanti2, so better pilih cepat2..hehe..here are some of the picas..pilih yang mana satu berkenan..::

mmg teringin sgt nak bg cupcakes as door gift nanti2..cute kan..this pica was taken from cuppacakes' website

yang ni pun cute..also taken from cuppacakes..

the chosen one..cantik x? willing to give any opinion? plz do so..chesu pilih yg ni...taken from choffles cake studio

kek idaman ku..tuk nanti2..hari2 boleh mimpi potong kek ni tau..;)..really love the combination of the colors..suka-suki nya hati kalau dapat beli kek ni for my wedding nanti2..berangan x abis..hehe..

Ermm..tiba-tiba teringat 1oth May ni Mother's Day..cuppacakes as a gift pun ok kan..hopefully my FH will be okay with my suggestion..okay then, end for now..mok survey gik!..

~..Happy..~

Setelah dinasihati oleh ramai org..n dipujuk-pujuk oleh my FH..hati pun dah sejuk..i'm happy rite now..lega..eventhough masih ada yg belum settle..hehe..

ibarat teddy bear ni yang tengah menyanyi-nyanyi lagu
'Aku cinta padamu'..hehe..comel!! cian dia lapar..

~..How I Wish Things Would Be In DIFFERENT Ways..~

Is this life??..Me..sitting here day after day, wondering if things could have been in different ways, keep dreaming of better days…Had I the power to simply turn back the sands of time perhaps my past mistakes would quit haunting every waking second of my pathetic existence.I never knew how much one moment could alter my world.

Till this day I really don't even know, did i do something wrong or what if I had just spoken my heart..me..lelah memikirkan perkara yang baik untuk semua org..and yet, it brings no good to anyone..and how i really wish things would be different..

~..hari yang sayu..~

Dah berbulan-bulan rupanya blog ni x ber'update'..it's either xda kesempatan or malas..tak tahu yang mana satu..both, maybe..sayu betul rasanya hari ni..it has been 3 days since i left miri, but still, rasa 'sik best' masih meruntun dalam hati..it's really hard to describe how i feel lately..rindu..sedih..happy..letih..and i even cried @ the airport last sunday..sedih xnak berpisah sebenarnya although before ni bukannya x pernah berpisah lama (pernah sampai 10 bulan x jumpa..it was 2 years ago, when he was working with inai kiara)..but i guess this is the 1st time i am feeling this way..after all, maybe, those moments yang dirasakan paling bermakna after those 5 years we spent our times together..nangis punya nangis, sampai x perasan ada sorang auntie silently came next to me..and asked.."husband ka?plz dun be sad k, kitak dua akan jumpa gik kelak.."..and i was like smiling and angguk jer la..tanda setuju of her Q.."yes! he IS my hubby"..(gatal)..thanx to him for everything, for what we hv gone through all these years, though ada time susah..ada time senang..

ada 2 stage lg yang perlu dicapai..hopefully, semuanya akan berjalan lancar..InsyaAllah..semoga semua yang didoakan akan dimakbulkan oleh-Nya..Amin..I will end for now..hope my tomorrow will be much better than today..

*Our Glory of Love*

Tiring Day..

waa...mcm dah lama sgt x update blog ni since mmg xda event yang best..hari ni mmg sgt memenatkan..the worst day ever in 2009 rasanya..pukul 6.45 ptg baru dapat gerak dari ofis, (coz out of sudden, BPKor nak plak senarai tuk Rangsangan Ekonomi Kedua, eventough dateline dia sepatutnya on this friday), n reached home around 7.45 pm..mana x nya, jammed teruk sgt kat depan jalan istana tu..stress btul dlm kereta..ditambah pulak baru lepas telan ubat selsema dengan batuk..aiyayaya..really not in a good condition tuk drive keta..

keja punya keja..sampai x sempat lgsg tgk handset..by the time i reached home, tgk2 ada 4 missed calls dr future hubby, 2 missed calls dr my auntie, 6 messages from future hubby then again 2 messages from my auntie (dah berpakat agaknya dua2 ni)...hehe..actually diorang risau coz slalunya around 5 pm dah smpi rumah, dah start calling2 diorang ni..

will try to sleep early today..rasanya weekend aritu x mcm cuti2 rehat pun, still jugak bekerja..government servant la katakan..kalau translate ke bhs melayu pun, dah jadi 'org gaji kerajaan' kan..hehe..okies laa..need to refresh myself..penatnyaaaa...chow then!..

FINALLY..

It's my burf Day today!..I've turned into 26 years old for the past 9 hours and 18 minutes..times goes by just like a snap on your fingertips..last nite i was overslept right after i did my Isyak prayer, i think..later around 12 o'clock, a bit suprised for me, when my aunty and her daughter sang that very lovely song while carrying a small cuteyy blackcurrent cake...thanx alot for that..walaupun keadaan mamai, sempat jugak tiup lilin and make some wishes..

not to forget my dearie nizam..thanx alot for remembering my hari lahir..although perbualan terganggu sikit due to the impact of kehadiran auntie and c~jah..hehe..but truly, for the past 4++ years, u're the most wonderful in my life..memandangkan my dearie akan ke miri in just a few days, terpaksalah kena tunggu hadiah birthday tuk smpi ke semenanjung..hehe..sabar jer..waa..i'm counting days for that very moment!..awal tahun n akhir tahun..hehe..

not to forget lagi..for my lovely family..semlm time baca msg dah tertido2 dah..jap lagi kena call mama n ayah ni..important note for today!

sunyi betul kat ofis hari ni, coz ramai J41 pegi kursus Infoworks (though xdapat pegi sbb byk keja)..agak kesedihan sebenarnya..hehe..erm...tengahari ni dapat mkn free lagi..thanx kakjuju for the invitation..n thanx to aisyah too for teman me breakfast this morning..

ok for now..till then..coz tonnes of work yg kena kerjakan hari ni..daa..

HAPPY NEW YEAR..

Few things that i REALLY have to do in year of 2009..

1) Losing weight ~ really need to lose my weight..dah terfikir for quite sometimes mcmana cara yg plg effective..mm...mcmana nak effective if setiap hari x tinggal nasi..hehe..but 4 this year, HAVE to..blh ke turun 10 kilo in 3 months? Hope soooooooo...

2) Be a good 'cook'er ~ Truly, mmg x gemar memasak, tp sgt suka mengemas..hopefully this year dapat achieve in activity yang x digemari tu..baru nak start kumpul recipes yang best2..

3) Wise spender ~ kena kurangkan hormon 'shopping'holic dlm diri..from now on, kena jd window shopper jer..few shop lots yang kena avoid ~kinokuniya, borders, topshop, shoes outlets and etc..byk sgt..~

4) GET MARRIED ~ waaaa...in just a few days, i will be 26 years old..dah lebih suku abad da umur...kalau org2 dulu2 kata, da nak masuk era andartu kot..isk3..hopefully tahun ni dapat menamatkan zaman bujang..hehe..mm..byk btul perkara yang kena list down..yg x bestnyer kena masukkan amount skali..still x cukup lg, but then harap2 blh achieve within few months ni..takutnyaaa..urmm..ABG, DUIT HANTARAN DA CUKUP X NI??..hehe..

5) STILL a good daughter to my parents and a BETTER sister to my siblings ~ lots of loves to my family.. all of u will always be in my heart no matter what happens..i love all of u!

Those are few things yang tgh bermain di minda skrg ni..maybe akan ada lagi benda yang perlu di list down afterwards..SEMOGA SEGALA YANG DIRANCANG TAHUN NI AKAN JADI KENYATAAN..INSYAALLAH..:)..